Sunday, January 23, 2011

First post..

Welcome to our new blog! Our family consists of Daddy, Mommy (me), and our three daughters B1(5), A(3) and B2(1). B1 will be having heart surgery on February 10th so I think this will be a good place for me to talk about some of my fears surrounding the surgery and recovery time for our sweet girl.
She has such a low pain tolerance and I am so worried about how she is going to feel when she awakens from surgery. The closer we get to surgery day, the more unstable I feel. In church today, I could hardly hold it together and had to leave early. I am trying to be strong and not let B1 feel any fear from me, but I really am scared.
I know she is in God's hands but I can't help but worry. She hasn't been baptized and we are trying to get that accomplished before her surgery. Still waiting on a call back from our Pastor about that.

I guess that is about it for now..